Recent Entries

• Day 7…

  May 16, 2018

  On the walk to work this morning, I threw on a "sad" playlist on Apple music. Phil Collins' "Against All Odds" came on and basically, that was the start to my day. It's been exactly one week since I last saw him, since I last talked to him. I miss sharing things with him. I…

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• Shadows with stories…

  April 30, 2018

  Winter is over, The sun spreads light and casts shadows: Each shadow with it's own story Patiently waits for Winter's return.  

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• Monday…

  April 24, 2018

  David was having a difficult time deciding whether or not he was joining for after work patio drinks. When he learned that some crazy guy had driven a van through a crowd of pedestrians, he decided that life's too short and so he came. The afternoon sun beamed down and coated his chiselled face w...

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• It’s time…

  April 20, 2018

  Russell and I made love for the first time in over a month and it wasn't good. It wasn't like it used to be and it was like it's never been. I couldn't stop thinking about what happened two weeks ago with David––how my body reacted––how I'd never been so physically available in my entire…

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• YYZ / YVR date night…

  April 19, 2018

  Have you ever been on an adventure with someone while they're on the other side of the continent? I have. Last night, David went on a dive bar crawl in Vancouver after rehearsals. I received photos of each place, descriptions of the surroundings and the names of the beers he ordered. I lay in bed...

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• 8 years later…

  April 18, 2018

  I am not sure that OD could have come back at a better time. While I managed to locate my old account, I felt it necessary to start fresh––clean slate. Kinda. I was 29 years old when OD shut down. I am 37 now. R and I had known each other for about 6 months…

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