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The Memories Will Be The End of Me.

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If you've followed along so far, you know what's going on.  I am getting better.  I haven't had alcohol or any substance, with the exception of nicotine, in over two weeks.  My mind is finally clear.  The detox symptoms have begun to subside, and I am happy to say that I am able to get…
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