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• lost & confused

  March 24, 2012

  Im so lost...im in love with someone who apparently doesnt love me....ive given my all...including money...and i am not getting anything in return....ive been so sad...so down and emotional...what do i do...what can i do...

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• Past, Present, & Future

  June 19, 2011

  Ive been looking back at some of my earlier posts...and ive noticed the saddest thing ever.... nothing has changed... I feel the exact same way that i did a year ago... No progress, no nothing... still sad.. dropped out of therapy because she told me i am her bread and butter and if i miss…

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• Week Two

  February 7, 2011

  Ok, Week Two, and im still only taking 1/2 tablet of the Celexa... i was supposed to increase to a whole one, but im pretty sure im not ready to do that... I like the way the amount im taking works... im not nervous all the time anymore, so i really like that...but when its…

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• Week One

  January 30, 2011

  Well ive been on Celexa a week now, and ive noticed a difference.... I wake up with energy... i dont sleep for sixteen hours on end...or i dont wake up hating myself...so im happy about it... I still have my anxiety attacks but not nearly as many as before... so im so thankful to be…

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• Today i Start

  January 20, 2011

  I went to the doctors on wednesday, and he has prescribed Celexa and Xanax... Well i took xanax for the first time last night, and it helped me sleep...the first good night of sleep in a very very long time...  Im scared to take the celexa... I will start taking it tonight to see how my...

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• Another Year…. Nothing Has Changed

  January 17, 2011

  Well Happy New Year.... so far, I've dececided this year will be a year of cleansing... total cleaning of everything that is associated with me... Friends ( which i don't have any) home( closets, cabinets, etc) finances ( cleaning up my mess of my credit, and figuring out how I will make it out o...

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• E Harmony

  December 14, 2010

  Hi, This time im asking for help... Has anyone out there ever used Eharmony or any other dating site... I would like to try one that is a good place, and that you have had good results from.... Please give me some information and maybe some tips for online dating...  I really would appr...

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• *sigh*

  November 17, 2010

  just sitting here, listening to my music, and watching king of the hill... trying to figure out why in the hell I'm so darn lonely... online on the plenty of fish website, debating on even putting an ad on here... I cant seem to meet anyone worth mentioning or even think about.... every night and...

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• Lonely

  November 6, 2010

  Im so lonely...no one to call... no one to talk to...so low... with no place to go...what should i do... its been like this for months.. He wont answer my calls... or texts... he told me he wanted to be friends... im guessing because i told him i loved him... big oops .... i cant…

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