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• back

  March 25, 2006

  life has been so busy its unbearable.  Once school started any leisure time i had before just flew out of the window. its crazy that at one point i was a diary keeping fanatic and now i only get around to writing once every couple of months.  I havent even been reading Lamar and Pher's&...

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• HAPPY NEW YEAR!

  January 2, 2006

  wow. one more year has come and gone. and of course this year i have made a few resolutions that i intend to stick to.  i did a great job with my resolutions last year so im stepping it up this year. hear they are:   NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS 2006 1. LIVE REALITY, NOT FANTASY…

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• so wat happened?

  November 18, 2005

  i said it. i said it and he listened. He listened so much that this weekend he surprised me with a little gift to show me that he cares about wat i had to say. he internalized it and actually did something about it. Amazing, yes? yes.

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• things i need to say … i need to say

  November 8, 2005

  As of late i have been dealing with some pretty intense feelings about Joseph.  I dont usually like to write abt him in this thing, but its easier to type my feelings. So basically I'm trying to emotionally adapt to what is going on with us.  Basically I want to know how serious about m...

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• New Music – Anonimus: Suburban Legend Vol.1

  November 1, 2005

  So it has been such a long time since ive made updating this thing an important part of my life.  As usual my excuse is that I have been too busy.  Well, i guess i cant really call it an excuse because its 100% true.  Now that my transfer apps are over (thank goodness) I…

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• mi madre

  October 24, 2005

  It is so hard to listen to my mom have this great, laughter-filled and engaged conversation with my sister.  whenever i try to let my mom into my life she sits there, not saying a word, just waiting for me to shutup.  how does a daughter deal with her mother treating her like she is&hel...

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• Señor Anónimo

  September 28, 2005

  necesité tomar la época de escribir esto hacia fuera sin tener cualquier persona y cada uno pueda leerlo que las cosas están llegando a ser emocionalmente extrañas para mí cuando viene a José. estoy muriendo morir ahora. im que se asusta a la muerte. apen...

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• to my dear dear ANIMATION

  September 28, 2005

  It's hard to remember how it felt before Now I found the love of my life Passes things, get more comfortable Everything is going right And after all the obstacles It's good to see you now with someone else And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends After all that…

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• i guess this is all my fault

  August 27, 2005

  this doesnt feel right and this is NOT what i had intended. I wanted to see her because it had been a while, but i also wanted to smoke and see them. so i brought the two together. i never intended for them to fall in love and forget about me. and now both of…

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