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• So I bought the yearly subscription…

  August 15, 2018

  On the wrong diary. I'm brilliant.

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• Wow..

  April 8, 2018

  All the feels with this 😭 I read back on my old entries and some do seem like stupid high school bullshit. But a lot of it I still feel today. Depressed. Alone. Suicidal (but I don't hurt myself anymore, nor will I attempt to kill myself). Fat. Worthless. Life is still pointless. So this is…

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• getting on the right track?

  June 17, 2013

  Why can't I break out of this spiral? I want to. I try to make lists of things to do and schedules for me to follow and I can't follow them for more than a day or two and I just go back to going out and doing the stupid shit that I always do.…

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• 12/19/2012

  December 18, 2012

  So.... I'm a commitment-phobe... Yup... In pretty much every aspect of my life..

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• 12/01/2012

  November 30, 2012

  Nighttime sucks. I can fake everything during three day but once I'm alone I realize how much I really hate myself.

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• 11/05/2012

  November 4, 2012

  Fuck you. And you. And you. And you and you and you.

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• 09/19/2012

  September 18, 2012

  I feel like throwing up

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• rule #2

  September 16, 2012

  Don't be curious. For someone who is trying to gain trust back you aren't doing a very good job.

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• rule #1

  September 15, 2012

  Control my emotions.

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