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• Rain rain

  July 24, 2021

  Ugh it’s raining I always get so gloomy when it rains. Today I got up way to early like 6am I had some coffee talked with. My hubby while we did out morning routine of doing out games we play. Have some breakfast then fed the cats at 10am and went to lay back down.…

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• No much going on

  July 23, 2021

  Yesterday was me and my hubby’s 11 year anniversary, we didn’t do much strapped for cash because of a vet bill. So we just spent time together without his talking to his gaming friend off and on all day. We watched tv together and laughed and had fun it was nice for a change. I…

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• Late night musings

  July 20, 2021

  Last night me and my hubby where talking about how some are calling this Olympics sexless and how some where saying it’s because of the cardboard beds. I said well for one there is a pandemic going on so that is the last thing they should be worried about, and second they are there to…

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• I was a good girl

  July 19, 2021

  I finally talk to my brother, he reached out to me. He has a health scare he thought he was having a heart attack had all the symptoms. If started with chest pain he didn’t think anything of it because it wasn’t too bad but the next day while eating lunch he got nauseous and…

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• Ignore the urges

  July 18, 2021

  If I am completely honest with my self this isn’t  the first time I have had the urge to cut my self. No not to kill my self just a little cut to feel anything other than what I feel. In the past I have had the thought in passing but pushed it away. I…

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• Creeps and Weirdos

  July 17, 2021

  I don’t know what it is about me but I attract creeps and weirdos. The weirdos I can handle the weirdos because I am one, but there is a limit on the weirdness before you cross over into the creep category. I can handle to socially awkward the unique dressers or people with different hobbies…

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• Religion or is it a cult??

  July 16, 2021

  I grew up going to church every Sunday and even go Baptized in the Baptist church, but it didn’t last long before I noticed things were not quite right. Of course I was about 5-6 at the time so I had no idea what a cult was but I did notice things where off. I…

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• Forgiveness and letting go

  July 15, 2021

  It has been brought to my attention that I need to forgive my self for a wrong I have done in the past and learn to let go. I don’t know why its hard for me to just let things go. I hold grudges bad and its not healthy. Also I let guilt get the…

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• I am a fighter

  July 12, 2021

  I was born Nov. 2 but I almost wasn’t now what I am about to say isn’t in any way to shame my mother or paint her in a bad light its just facts surrounding my birth. I was an oops I wasn’t planed at all my was 38 and thought that having another kid…

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