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• Day 6

  November 17, 2021

  Today was an achievement. I have a habit of every Wednesday finishing work at 12.30pm and starting drinking. Always. I couldn't get it out of my head. I even went to the alcohol store and sat outside in my car for about 15 minutes. Reminding myself of why I'm getting sober and also the horrible&h...

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• Day 5

  November 16, 2021

  Day 5. And yes I'm still counting it as day 5 since yesterday was only a couple sips. Still felt sick and tired for most of the day today. However I did actually go to work today aswell. Which wasn't horrible. I did okay. I felt sick and tired but I did okay. Thought about…

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• Day 4

  November 15, 2021

  Today i made a mistake. I spent the entire day AGAIN thinking about nothing but alcohol. So I gave in because I'm weak and stupid. Except... I had less than 1 can of vodka and realized my mistake. Because the disulfiram kicked in!!! It's made to stop the breakdown of alcohol in your body and…

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• Day 3

  November 13, 2021

  Day 3.... its been the worst so far. I've waken up thinking of drinking. And had the thought in my head all day. It's  5.39pm right now and I've given my keys to my husband so I cant drive anyway and get anything. I've had the Valium. And I've the other drugs. I'm drinking water.…

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