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• Primal Desires

  October 5, 2024

  Journal, Hey, my favorite human. How are you? Well, journal, fucking confused. I am catching feelings, and it is awful. My insecurities are quicksand, snatching at my ankles, like Cedric in Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, where the ivy feverishly pulled him into the depths of its clingy root...

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• Life is lifeing

  September 9, 2024

  Journal, I am so weird—truly. However, considering the number of people worldwide, a fair amount must match me. I am curious about how others perceive the world and even more about how I perceive the world. Is it okay to be my own best friend? In doing this, I tend to let myself slack. But…

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• Different People; Different Touch.

  September 8, 2024

  Journal, Hi, lovely. My brain is overwhelmed, and I am struggling with my English Lit. assignments. As I read the words, I fall into the familiar, comforting analysis pattern; this comfort is violently removed by intrusive, albeit beautiful, thoughts. So, I reach for you, good sir, and hope to fa...

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• Turquoise Grass

  September 5, 2024

  Journal, Whelp, I do not know what the hell I want—at all. Shane came over last night, and it was okay. This morning, I was like, oh, here comes the good morning text—eye roll; it did not come. Funny, also, it was kind of not. I texted this afternoon, and we chatted for a few…

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• insensitive?

  September 4, 2024

  Journal, I feel awful. Arjun emailed me, but I didn't even read it. I feel so insensitive—and relieved. My fault was that I made too many false promises, which is where my guilt manifested. Why did I tell him I would date him? I felt terrible for him, and he reminded me of home. I…

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• School & Arjun

  September 2, 2024

  Hi! I haven't written in ages. Can you believe I'm in school?! The changes in my life have flipped; it was weird that I was a student, but not anymore. Even thoughts of drinking or using are like those rare donuts in Hassiebounce- rare occurrences. However, I have become more balanced. For instan...

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