Well me, lets see...not much to say
pretty much the diary says it all
the way i express myself and stuff..
well any questions or concerns
well u know where to find me..

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My own Worst Enemy

February 13, 2024
I've realized that when I'm keeping too much inside, I stopped talking to those who are close around me. I get mad easily when things are not going my way, because i feel like i do too much for others and expect in return at least something. To say i'm going through a lot is…
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Recent Entries

  • Overwhelming situations
    January 4, 2024
    Every time i'm frustrated, annoyed or upset i come here to write my emotions, hoping to let it all out. My head hurts from crying and I haven't even cried that much. I'm in pain, so much pain, but it's not physical pain, its mental pain. It hurts to think, it hurts to feel, it…
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  • So many things make sense now… ADHD???
    November 10, 2023
    I never knew why some dumb shit really affected me. I can recall on one occasion where I had become obsessed with collecting Rae Dunn and I remember my first purchase, it was a bunch of cereal bowls. I came home super excited and wanted to set them up, but instead i just put them…
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  • Foundation of Love is honesty
    April 25, 2023
    My heart hurts. lately I've been seeing a lot of quotes on IG that reference how women mourn a relationship and how women leave before they actually leave. I don't think i'm quite there yet and George seems to have taken that step to leave. At least until this morning that's what it sounds like.&...
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  • Stress, Anxiety, Depression
    March 30, 2023
    As the days go by and I re-read my Diary and relive the everyday pain I realize that I have not completely heal and that those thoughts and feelings were buried deep down and now I dugged them out. I don't deal with things so well nowadays, anxiety gets the best of me. It is…
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  • What is happiness?
    March 22, 2023
    It has been a very long time since i've written anything here. Every time I come back to this site I read back from my first entry and I can't believe its been over 20 years of this. At times I ask myself why? why do I read and re-read all these entries that are…
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  • It took 8 years
    July 10, 2013
     They say true love never dies, so I guess I should probably say that I never had true love. My life next to George has been pain and suffering from day one. I had hope just as he says he also had it, things have gone from bad to complete disaster. We have been married…
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  • I’m back
    July 3, 2012
     I have so much to write but so little time.    I thought my life with George was over, who was going to say that a year after I wrote my last entry I was going to be marrying hi . Yes it's true I married him and now we even have a second child.…
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  • it’s horrible
    March 1, 2010
    so i just want to know why the heck am i still here.... i should of left long time ago. being with someone who doesn't love you is not easy. as much as you try to get along its not possible anymore... my mind wonders most of the time and i keep thinking that hopefully…
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  • I’m single again
    February 15, 2010
    i don't know what this is gonna be like since its been five years since i've been single. my life was consumed by someone who i thought loved me at least a little...lies all lies.. i can't be sad anymore... i've cried more than anything these past years so i think i'm all dried up…
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