Recent Entries

• I am severely depressed

  February 5, 2022

  I do not know what to do. I just can't feel happiness anymore. Going out feels so hard.I have no friends. I am tired. I can't do this anymore/

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• On most days it isn’t getting better

  January 29, 2022

  I feel numb. I can't stop crying. I'm starting to have really negative thoughts. Life feels so pointless and lonely/

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• Anxiety

  January 29, 2022

  Today was a really bad day. We went bowling with my cousins. Sometimes I feel like I can't speak or like I'm going to cry. I wish I had that one person that I could reach out to.

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• Depressed

  January 27, 2022

  I wish someone could save me from emotional pain. I wish someone could realise I am not okay.  I haven't been happy in along time. I am not close with my family or do not have any genuine friends. I think my work contract is coming to an end early because there hasn't been a…

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• Alone

  January 21, 2022

  I feel alone most of the time. I feel like most people have bad intentions. I have no true friends. It feels lonely. I get no text messages or calls. If I'm ever in a time of need I don't have anyone to reach out to. I crave friendships and desire  romantic relationship but I'm…

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• Work

  January 19, 2022

  I have been taking heaps of leave from work and trying to get out of it. I want to resign from work. I've had problems from since when I first started. Coworkers bullying me or not helping me when learning something new. I don't like my coworkers. If I make mistakes I feel they don't…

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• Birthday

  January 16, 2022

  Today we celebrated my sisters birthday and we went out to eat at Mexican restaurant.

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• Happy

  January 15, 2022

  Today was a fairly good day. I went shopping and I think it cleared my mind. Note to self: You will have good days and bad.  You will get through the storm like you always do.

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• I have not been feeling okay

  January 14, 2022

  I have not had proper friends in six years. Everyone abandoned me when I needed them most so I began to rely only on myself. Being around people feels foreign. Eye contact doesn't feel easy. I want to runaway and hide from all social situations. I wish I could go back to being somewhat happy…

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