I'm 34 and I share my truths, however cute and ugly it may be

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Redo-I miss the 90s

November 21, 2024
Getting older is so wild to me. I am 34 and I still feel like 19 years old. Still feel very uncertain about the direction my life is going. Still figuring out myself. It makes me think about people who marry or have children when they are really young, you're still so lost in your…
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  • Friendships and being Weird
    November 20, 2024
    At what age does a person stop wondering when will they fit in? At what age does a person become ok being alone? I been called weird since I was a kid. When hanging out with cousins I was always the loud and the silly one. Always cracking jokes, kind of outgoing. They were more…
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  • Frozen
    November 18, 2024
    Met a really nice lady on one of the depression and anxiety groups on Facebook. It was interesting because everything I want to accomplish; she has done and she's only few years older than me. She published a book and has a YouTube channel. She's a go getter and it got me thinking what exactly&he...
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  • Hey Anxiety
    November 17, 2024
    It's going on 2 am and I'm on my 2nd panic attack today and since I can't do anything to make is it disappear quickly, my usual tricks not working. I will just write. I love writing and it's a good distraction. I have to find lots of tricks to deal with my severe anxiety.…
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  • Night Owl
    November 14, 2024
    I love the nights. Makeup looks better at night. And is this weird but I look and feel slimmer at night. My hobbies feel more fulfilling. However at night I feel lonely. You ever have that deep intense lonely feeling, like its deep in your chest. Like you want to cry but can't. Everyone is…
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  • My Year of Loss
    November 14, 2024
    This is difficult to share but being open is not only good therapy but also an excellent way to help someone else. Help others to not feel so alone in the struggle known as life. My year of loss began on Valentines Day 2024, that's the day when I had a full hysterectomy. I found…
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