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• pehla pyar tera mera

  July 25, 2013

  we got married. it was all strange. but in a good way. and even now i cannot move on from it. and there is just so much of it that fills my head and my heart. and it makes me happy... i don't even know where to start from. everything just went so well. Hen…

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• looking to make a vow soon

  June 2, 2013

  so i did actually pass my exams. i am actually a doctor! wahoo! but now comes other stress, and there are no excuses any more. i cannot use exams as a reason... but just to clarify- i am officially that girl that organised her wedding whilst sitting finals and managed to pass. which makes me…

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• so girl, what you singing for?

  May 18, 2013

   ever just feel so fucking fed up of your friends? dangerous time to be annoyed at them. im getting married in 7 weeks.  so been spending a lot of time with CF. and i love her, we get on so well. but today she was just so goddamn moody. and not with it. and then…

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• inspiration for this precious song

  May 1, 2013

   when do i get to be one of those people that everyone supports and believes in? when do i get to be one of those people who deserves happiness?  when do i get to be one of those people that no one wants to hurt. its always my fault. i am a bad person. i…

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• see beneath your perfect

  April 15, 2013

   the last time was 22nd sept. and now today as well. i dont remember why i did in september.  today i just didnt have the strength to pretend that it is the only way i can cope. i dont have that strength. i am at a constant level of stress. and its high. and no…

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• round and around and around we go

  March 25, 2013

  people are such weirdos. i guess this is another spouty load of crap from me. but i just hate people. and how dense they are. they buy into stuff so quickly. they dont even look at meaning or read between lines.  yunno why i liked stupid youtube videos? because they are what they are. i…

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• i have to celebrate you, baby

  February 17, 2013

   so i know i have been writing a lot. i think i have no other outlets given i am on my own all the time.  i just want to take a moment and brag about how amazing my fiance is.  went into a small wedding meltdown. i wanted to have the wedding and reception at…

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• put on your pretty lies

  February 13, 2013

   i guess being out here alone is making me think a lot. or maybe it means im exposing myself to more social media than i am used to just to feel attachment to home.  i am just in one of those FED up moods.  i am fed up of having to attend uni every day.…

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• talk stupid- off with your head

  February 12, 2013

  i hope i am not judgemental. im pretty sure im not. simply because i think i take time to adjust to everything. it has taken me 5 weeks to adjust to being over here, and i am leaving in less than 3. i take a long time to form opinions of people over time. however,…

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