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• The enemy within

  November 15, 2024

  this is my off and on bf. He takes up other women but always comes back to me and I take him back. He is trying to get back with again and of course I haven’t learned my lesson.  He’s currently building a small home in a container box with windows and doors with a…

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• Shadow within our minds

  November 12, 2024

  My twin grandsons and my Daughter.    I want to change the conversation to why I felt sick the day after the election.   1. I am afraid of Project 2025. 2. Border Zar,  no explaining necessary. 3. Mass deportation     A. Anyone that looks Mexican or Latino     B. Migrants don’t vote&hel...

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• Blue Brain

  November 8, 2024

  first they come for the undocumented, then they come for you 

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• Voting day is a family event

  November 5, 2024

  the twins helping to put the ballot in the drop box. here in Michigan I voted by mail early. I like it because I could look up each candidate in google and read what they were running for and if they were aligned with my values. In California everybody votes by mail.

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• Day of the Dead My folks, my grandparents and all aunts and uncles

  November 1, 2024

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• The DAY Bleeds

  October 29, 2024

  It’s getting spooky out there.  I should tell you that my daughter made me go into a retirement community and now I reside in an over-the-hill apartment. I am still delusional that everybody else looks older than me. I can no longer live in her cottage which now sits empty. It was home for me&hel...

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• Ever after doesn’t come easy

  October 25, 2024

  Mount Rainier in Washington State. I went with my partner of 8 years to stay in the inn way up the mountain in July. They had 5 foot of snow on the ground at the time. I have never had an ever after with any man, some I ended, just 2 that ended things with…

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• Take me into my eyes

  October 22, 2024

  I want to talk about my substance abuse and addiction. I tried meth once and felt nothing. I said “I don’t get it”.  I have done gummies a lot but I recognized that it impaired my memory and I got so that I couldn’t track a sentence. Now I no longer use them to escape…

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• Blowing in the wind

  October 21, 2024

  my backyard when I lived in the cottage. My daughter thinks I should live in this senior citizen low income housing. I feel like I look younger than other than other people my own age- delusional I know. In fact I am planning on going to live with my long term bf once he gets…

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