There's something about documenting life every day that is therapeutic. These are my scattered thoughts. I'm a woman who is just trying to figure out where the fuck life is taking her. And trusting in the process of learning, growing, and being handed exactly what I'm supposed to receive. Life gives you what you need, when you need it.

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Only way is up…

April 13, 2020
I might make this one a short entry. I don't really want to spend a lot of time on a man who came into my life and flipped my world upside down. He used to tell me that I needed to take responsibility for my own actions. He was right. I should've never fallen for…
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  • Emotionally Confused
    April 10, 2020
    The rest of 2013's spring and summer months were an interesting mixture of events, feelings, and reflection. I saw Dylan again very shortly after telling Travis that it was over and after kissing Lala. I'm not sure why. Actually, I never fully understand what pulls me towards him. He and I have d...
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  • The End.
    April 9, 2020
    After the second relapse while we were married, I remember Travis telling me that we could get a divorce if I wanted to. I looked at him with complete surprise and honestly, I was a little bit offended. How could he even mention the D word? Is that what he wanted? He told me he…
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  • The End of a Chapter
    April 8, 2020
    I remember one bright and sunshiny day, Travis and I were headed down to spend the weekend with a couple of friends at their house by the lake. This was summer of 2012, I think. My clothes were already packed in the duffle bag we were taking. I brought the bag into the living room where…
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  • Hidden Truths
    April 7, 2020
    I'm not writing to tell my story to OD. I'm writing to document my life. To write as much as I can before I forget it these memories. Because these memories have guided me to where I am today. I want to log into this website in another 10 years from now and re-read these…
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  • Unraveling the Fairy Tale
    April 6, 2020
    It's pretty amazing what you learn as you walk through life. Well, when you run through it because you haven't taught yourself to walk yet. I remember being so young and having my life completely mapped out. I was going to be married by 21 and have at least one kid by 23. What I got…
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  • 10 Years Later…
    April 5, 2020
    How do I even start this? I have absolutely no idea. So many years have passed since my last entry.Literally, over 10 years. This past week, I was scrolling through Instagram and I came across an old friend's post. Under a few photos, she wrote this beautiful poem/description about staying home d...
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  • Hello..Have we met?
    August 28, 2010
      Well, well, well...we met again. How I've missed you so! I guess a lot can happen in a year and 8 months, so where do I start? How about.... I'M GETTING MARRIED! That's right, I have found the man of my dreams and I want to spend forever with him. He's perfect and he…
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  • Getting Excited!
    February 21, 2009
    Lace, Cory, and I are going on a miny road trip. In one night! Yay. I'm excited. Hope it's fun....
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  • Trapped
    February 15, 2009
    Inside my head... Cory is amazing. I think about him a lot when he's not around. Sometimes, wishing that he was. He's funny, sweet, charming. He's cute in his own way. When we're together, or I'm talking about him to Lace, I desire to kiss him. I know he's mad about me. One snap of…
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