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• Winds of change

  April 25, 2025

  It's about time I wrote in this diary about something other than Roger and Vickie, because life is about more than just your heartaches.   So, from now on, I will journal a little bit about daily life, and other things…and NOT just what I need therapy for, lol.   Here goes…I'm picking a...

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• Vickie please lose that number

  April 24, 2025

  The girl is like clockwork. I can count on her to call every 2 or 3 months without fail. Last time she called was in February, so tonight was no exception, as it's now been about 3 months. She told me that she reached out to me yet again because she believes we have “weathered"…

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• P. S…

  February 4, 2025

  And DON'T ask me if you don't want the truth...after all, you seem to value it SO much. So yeah, you asked, and then you lashed out when I triggered you with an honest answer to your question. You didn't like what I had to say because it threatened your fragile self esteem and your…

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• Dear God…

  February 4, 2025

  Please make this crazy bitch go away.   Please stop making her feel the need to hurt me every time she is scared or insecure or just plain pissed off.   Please let her lose my fucking number.   Please stop making her think she owns the movie rights to my life or that she…

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• One more thing…

  November 15, 2024

  You can both fuck off.   Neither of you give a shit about me and I don't know who you're trying to bullshit.   Oh yeah, have a nice weekend.

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• A simple “yes” will suffice

  November 15, 2024

  What is it, Vickie?   What is it that you really want?   Because you sent me a one paragraph text asking me how I am and if my “spirit" is intact. You told me you " worry a lot” and "a simple yes will suffice”. I didn't have to respond but I did, because…

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• Looking good is the best revenge…

  November 14, 2024

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• Did Pinocchio have a sister?

  September 25, 2024

  I have lain awake in bed now for several nights replaying words in my head.   I laid there until my disgust and anger and indignant pride made me get up and fire off an email to the woman I just blocked.   Because I needed to know.   I needed to know why she…

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• Dirty little secrets

  September 13, 2024

  I'm pissed.    Pissed because nobody gives a shit if I hurt, and that's why it's ok to interrupt my healing.   The healing that I always hope is done and over.    The healing I always feel I have accomplished.   Until she contacts me and I am hit with the sick realization that...

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