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Crying out loud.

December 28, 2020
I woke up crying out your name this morning. I dreamt that we were at the last place that I saw you alive, that I hugged you, that I kissed you. Then I  was holding your dead body, but you were telling me to let go. I still do not know how, I still cry…
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    December 20, 2020
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  • Background
    December 16, 2020
    Since this is my first post here. I guess I should give a quick description of my past, and my goals for writing this journal. I was raised between my abusive alcoholic/drug addict parents, and my abusive, highly conservative, religious maternal grandparents. One of the greatest things I have lea...
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