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• Toxic Residue

  June 27, 2022

  I cant believe it. I literally just shed the last remnants of my abusive toxic ex. Whew. Even finally calling him what he is, which is an abuser is foreign and new to me. I always kept up the charade that it was just a toxic relationship because he hit me, but i hit him…

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• 04-19-2022

  April 19, 2022

  Ive discovered that a lot of my vices are linked to each other. I know this should be obvious but im making more of a conscious effort to slash one at a time. My boyfriend is so pure, he started his life with no vices and just kept it like that. He smoked weed for…

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• Ed Sheeran knows wtf hes talking about

  December 9, 2021

  Good Morning Yall, or Afternoon, Or Night, Or whatever the hell you want it to be. Today i was on my way to get lunch, still somewhat dieting but i knew this turkey sandwich was going to be super worth it so im just trucking along the road while listening to an ed sheeran interview…

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• hey girl, heyyyy

  November 15, 2021

  im backkkk lol.   well i havent written in here for a while because honestly, ive been pretty happy. im super in love with my new boyfriend. its so crazy cause i lowkey thought i would never love again lol. i keep telling people "when you know, you just know" because its corny and its…

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• 9-29-2021

  September 29, 2021

  I like to type with purpose but i dont really have one today so im just gonna type away. My diet is going well but the thing is you have to be consistent. I hate that lol. I literally lost 22lbs now its 15. Annoying. Eating in a deficit is basically starve yourself until youre…

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• The Beginning Of The Beginning.

  September 23, 2021

  Ok so i basically fell in love. LOL finally found the one i think..... I think i will be with him and love him forEVER *😜* because i started an irl diary and i havent done that since i was a child. LOL. I dont think im going to delete this account and honestly, im…

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• nO WaY jOsÉ

  May 4, 2021

  Gonna get my nails re done today so i thought this might be the best time to post aka type. Ok soooo, I didnt end up seeing the truck guy. Can you believe the man asked me for $300. Like actually??? I was so thrown off at first then i thought hard about it and…

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• The Friday Before The Next.

  April 13, 2021

  Finally got a car so thats new and well deserved. But i have bigger problems lol. I started talking to this guy, im always starting talking to a guy smh. Anyways, i went on one date since the whole other dude i was talking about in previous posts. Kind of the same thing happened. I…

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• 02/11/2021 *9*

  February 11, 2021

  So, I tried this roundabout way to get something done because i thought i was slick and it didnt work out. Who woulda thunk that short cuts leave deep wounds lmao. That was me trying to be deep. I am not.   Anyways, so i went to a sOcIaLlY DiSTanCeD comedy show. I needed that.…

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