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• Countdown to getting out of Florida

  April 6, 2018

    Two weeks until I leave for Paris and three and a half until I'm in Myrtle Beach. I'm so ready. I hate Florida. So much packing and organizing to do though. I think I'm going to move in with my aunt when I get back. Another year of saving money would be good for…

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• Quickie Catch up

  April 4, 2018

  Mood: Amused/Exhausted Currently Reading: City of Darkness and Light by Rhys Bowen Listening to: Daylight by Matt and Kim   Holy Macoroni and Cheese. Has it been a minute huh? I just got the email. I'm sure I won't be able to keep up with this like I used to. So much has changed. I'm back in...

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• For CJ

  January 17, 2013

  You can't keep popping up and giving me absolutely no way to communicate with you. It's unfair. So either leave me some way to contact you...or stop commenting...

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• Hiking, Aerial arts, lost patience.

  October 2, 2012

  Hey, I have no idea if anyone reads this anymore...haha. I'm so inconsistant. I Things are great. September and October are slow months for my job...so I am hardly working. Its crazy how much time I have right now. Its nice to just relax and do something different. Next week I am g...

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• Ridiculous ideas.

  May 10, 2012

  So I would like to touch on the fact that I feel pretty good/pretty bad about my standing in life. Which means, I am probably the median for my age group? Lol...maybe? Coming out of bible college with absolutely NO job prospects and ending up as a secretary for a church that paid me absolutely&he...

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• Valentine’s day love and blues.

  February 13, 2012

  So here I am again...to vent. For those who said I need to talk to Doug about how I am feeling...I have, for the record. He said "If I felt like we were where we were supposed to be, I'd take the next step." He also said he was trigger shy...being divorced befor...

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• Relationship venting…

  January 19, 2012

   So, I know I hardly ever update...but I just felt the need to vent a little, there isnt a lot to complain about with Doug. For the most part Doug is usually perfect. Its been two years now that we have been dating, and we live an hour and fifteen minutes apart and I do most…

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• I know this sounds like a “Duh” kind of comment.

  November 1, 2011

  Thanks for all of your supportive notes about my "Mommy issues." Thank goodness I didnt just have to say "Daddy problems." lol. So today I am bumming around Doug's house and just relaxing. Ever notice you are much better at relaxing when you dont have much going on f...

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• Wishing I had a suppotive mother.

  October 10, 2011

  I'm watching Kim Kardashians wedding story...I KNOW. Ridiculous. But I am so incredibly jealous of their family bond..I think that is what draws people to them. My mom still refuses to meet Doug, and infact she sent me ANOTHER email recently that she will NEVER approve of this relations...

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