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There’s nothing left

July 25, 2020
I have tried so hard to mend things with my parents but there is no use, nothing will change. I should just relieve them from the burden of keeping me around. There is nothing to fix they just want me gone so they dont have to care for me anymore. I hate myself, I really…
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