Old school writer who started journaling in the 90's and came back to reflect on the years past, and the years to come. I'm also a scientist, a creative writer, a traveler, and a cat dad.

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April Sun

April 8, 2025
April is here and the sun and blue skies of Oakland have mostly returned, though it has still been a bit rainy and on the cool side. A lot has been going on in life... my investments are a complete mess due to the tariffs, and I'm down about $60k thanks to the president... I…
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Recent Entries

  • Middle March Angst
    March 26, 2025
    March is a transitional time of the year; rain falls, the sun comes out, warm wind blows, rain falls again, cold wind blows, repeat. It's the same way at work. I was overloaded in February, and even working on proposals for neuromorphic sensors while on vacation in Hawaii. The stress was a lot, d...
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  • What Causes Those Sunday-Monday Blues?
    February 18, 2025
    One thing I'm trying to learn to get better at is my overall time management, especially when I end up with extra time on long weekends. Something about work the past 5-10 years has made me truly covet my private time and opportunities to have unscheduled relaxation. Maybe it was all the travel d...
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  • Science Chaos, Hawaiian Chill
    February 9, 2025
    It has been a hectic few weeks, in part with work and in part with the news. On the work side, proposals were due this past Wednesday. In principal, we try to plan ahead and do as much writing and preparation as possible, but the reality is you have a lot to due before you're…
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  • Busy times, and Dreams Notes to My 14 Year-Old Self
    January 31, 2025
    It's a busy time for me, hectic with projects at work and tasks that keep me stressed and buys. That said, looking back, I have come a long way since last year and learned a lot. Writing technical proposals is easy for me now, and I can helped newer members of the team figure out…
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  • Monday Motivation
    January 13, 2025
    I have a lot going on these days at work, and this week the return from the holidays really ramps up. I've been a bit anxious about it, and anxious about solving some of the problems I'm working on. Our software for moon imaging has been tricky to get working, and I know some big…
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  • Back to work, back in time
    January 7, 2025
    Going back to work, school, college... generally it's not something we look forward to after the holidays. But there have been periods of my life where it wasn't a big deal, or where I was even looking forward to getting back to my routine. Is it normal to dread the back to work experience? Somet...
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  • Fears to Confront and Overcome in the New Year: Part 2
    January 5, 2025
    What fears have been holding me back, and how can I get past them? There are a few on the list, largely holdovers from graduate school and the oppression of academia. It's not that academia just crushes everybody. For some people, it's an incredible environment. But for many, a PhD is a psycholog...
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  • Fears to Confront and Overcome in the New Year: Part 1
    January 5, 2025
    As I have entered a new phase of my life outside of academia the past year, I've realized that I've built up some hangups that are slowly holding me back from achieving my goals. Maybe this sounds like self-help talk, but for me I can see the hangups are real. Subconscious or otherwise, but they&...
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  • My Old Diary Description
    January 2, 2025
    This  was my profile description until recently, probably written in the early 00's when I was still a teenager. Now it makes me laugh, but I also understand why I felt the way I did about those things. Some of these things have stuck with me over time, while my feels about others have changed.&h...
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