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• Interesting

  March 28, 2025

  Well last night he and I chatted for awhile. It was nice but idk, I'm keeping this all at a distance. He keeps saying things tho that have my mind thinking. Anyway aside from that, I got two payments from CS. Last night was 85 bucks, tonight was 135. So I think something was going…

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• Excited

  March 26, 2025

  So I finally got my teeth. But they hurt, I can't eat w them, they choke me and the bottom is wonky. Maybe my expectations are too high I do need to call them and set up an appointment because honestly the fact that I still can't eat, sucks. I want a crunchy carrot. I…

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• Every few weeks

  March 15, 2025

  Kinda irritating but I'm trying to just be a friend. No we aren't hooking up. Yes I love him. Love is one of the easiest things to do I don't want anything other than friends. I'm not falling for any traps.   He has a damn gf. Get rid of her, heal yourself and then…

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• Huge

  February 21, 2025

  I bought another huge lot. Dude says probably 3 more trips. I keep getting people wanting it but nobody follows up the conversation after I ask when and where? I've tried it five different times. I reply, they read it and then just don't respond. fbmp is stupid. Or it's scammers. Who knows. This ...

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• I forgot

  February 14, 2025

  I had gone to bed early. But then my phone buzzed and I talked til almost 3:30 In the morning. Now he's telling me he's always wanted me since we were kids, and that he loves me. He then tells me about his plans for Valentine's Day w his gf. Like... I just can't make…

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• Dumb Bitch

  February 13, 2025

  A few years ago, I had a horrible neighbor. She talked so much shit about me. My landlord gave me problems. Eventually she moved into one of the other houses. Just found out a few minutes ago, she's a disgusting pig w cat piss everywhere. Karma.  

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• A week later…

  January 29, 2025

  Ya its been about a week, now. And I refuse to reach out to him or anyone. I'm really excited but at the same time confused because out of everyone I've ever come across in this path of life, he's literally the last guy I ever would have thought wanted me that way. And really,…

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• Why me tho

  January 25, 2025

  Like I keep thinking and turning this around and around. He has a gf. Why me? Why not drop the girl and then pursue me. I mean I can't compare the people. Idiot did what he did because he was selfish. This dude, too. But the difference is what? Different guy. Better. He works same…

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• Anxiety

  January 24, 2025

  Through the roof He has a gf. Leave him alone until he doesn't. If he's serious, he will do exactly this. I'm not going to hang out w him knowing what will happen, when he has someone already. It's not right for me, or him. I think honestly he's an alcoholic. He said a lot…

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