Recent Entries

• Through This

  September 6, 2007

  i've been driven to this because i can't drive through it. i've taken the one road that ends in a Great Divide. Everyone can wave to me through the kicked up dust of this old road. And i'll join the travelers that have gone before me.

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• Midnight Clear

  December 25, 2006

  Midnight on Christmas is always kind of sad. The excitment of Christmas Eve has faded, and families have gone their seperate ways, and now the Christmas Tree waits only to come down... his big morning now hours passed. And i sat on the couch all night with nothing to think about but you. Where we...

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• Dichotomy

  November 9, 2006

  Sometimes the only way i can tell if it is really night is because i am in the same bed as he is. Insomnia makes everything run together, and day could easily be night just as easily as night can be day, except when he’s sleeping beside me, and i know when i am, finally.…

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• All Favourite Fruit, II

  July 11, 2006

  Fruit is seasonal, as we all know. Apples are fall: Warm and mixed with cinnamon and sugar. Strawberries are summer: they explode with memories of picnics and fireworks. Cherries are spring: sweet and blood red, you spell your name with their juice on your exposed inner thigh. i feel very prousti...

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• Thank You Derby

  April 4, 2006

  i had my first Roller Derby bout a couple of weeks ago. We lost, but it was amazing. In a matter of months this emelye jayne has become dot stoevsky. i put on my red dress, my fishnets, my socks, and my skates, and i rolled out onto the track where hundreds of people watched us.…

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• Existential Crisis Number 641

  January 2, 2006

  Nothing EVER changes.  Really. It is going to be 75* all winter, and i am going to be lonely and have totally insane fits of suicidal fear of aging and loneliness and Tucson will have a lot of Traffic and Justin will be (and i quote him here) "waiting for something better." i am cu...

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• All Her Favorite Fruits

  December 27, 2005

  Breakfast is always like this in the morning: Pepsi and dry Coco Krispies. My sad little vending machine existence. But last night i hugged someone i thought i would never see again. Last night i heard a voice i thought i heard a million times in my dreams. And he was older. And a little gre...

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• A Texas Tall Tale (not so tall)

  December 7, 2005

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• Dot Stoevsky

  September 19, 2005

  It turns out something like joining Roller Derby makes you tough--- even when you get your toe nail out again.  Yes, i am a Roller Girl.  i test on October 8th to join a team.  i love it, and it helps me to feel stronger. . . a bit.   There is so much to…

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