I am a married 35-year old bisexual woman. I'm a middle class, college educated, working adult with no history of criminal conduct or drug use (no judgies, just describing myself). I claim non-denominational Christianity, but I also practice witchcraft as a cultural tradition. American born; my cultural background is Czech-Slovakian. If asked I'd say there is no politician or political party that I feel fully represents me, but gun to my head I'd fall on the democratic side. I really just want to be a good human. I've spent most of my life working in the medical field, spent 5 years as a volunteer and paid Fire Fighter. I am introverted and forever working towards my bachelor's degree (was a business major but is now software development), but I refuse to take on student debt. I have 1 stepchild through marriage. Favorite movies are The Crow (the original with Brandon Lee), and Batteries Not Included. Book lover, don't watch much TV. Only social media I do is Facebook but I'm off it for months at a time. My car is stick shift. I'm an artist; I do everything from painting portraits, amateur wood working, stain glass windows, models, saponification… I have 120 lb German Shepherd I love like a child. I'm a Millennial but I act more like a generation-X.
It's a wonder I have time to write a diary at all.
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Curses
September 3, 2023
I've been thinking about the spells I want to begin doing. I think a lot of people would be taken aback at the fact that the first spells I want to do are actually curses. Some people believe you invite bad things into your life by doing that. Some people believe in the power of…Continue Reading... -
Paranormal
July 18, 2023
The world of the paranormal is full of people passing their "scientific" opinions off as fact. And I put scientific in quotes not because I have anything against science, I believe in science of course. I put it in quotes because a lot of the science they put forth are their own theories that the...Continue Reading... -
Seeing Things as They Actually Are
June 17, 2023
The human brain seeks out patterns. Our eyes lie to us all the time. No seriously, they do. That's how optical illusions work. Or, for instance, after a car accident we may recall broken glass, and then look at scene photos and realize there wasn't any broken glass. Our brains filled in that deta...Continue Reading... -
He’s Messaging Me About the Cat Again
May 22, 2023
He's messaging me about the cat again. I've already told him I've done as much as I can do. I already told him we're going to have to wait at least two weeks if we want to take her back. I already dropped hundreds of dollars on vet care, she's elderly and we know she's…Continue Reading... -
05.18.2023
May 18, 2023
Wow. He's getting married. I didn't think it would hit me like that. It actually hadn't occurred to me at all. How I feel about this is the biggest surprise. I mean, I'm married. We were never going to be like an item or anything. He was never a good person anyway. I don't know…Continue Reading... -
05.16.2023
May 16, 2023
I just need to vent a little. I'm still on the clock. My brother is so obnoxious. He's had the cat for 7 years. I consider it a family cat, the past 15 years she's gone from me to mom and Errin and back. But he's had her for at least 7 years now. I…Continue Reading... -
Dream Evaluation
May 13, 2023
Whew. Okay. I typed my dreams out this morning really quick as I was sitting down to work so I could examine the details later. I don't normally need to, I dream every night and usually recall them... but that one about mom and Kim was different. I think it might have been one of…Continue Reading... -
05.12.2023
May 12, 2023
I woke up for work out of a dead sleep, I can barely type. I was dreaming WILD last night. I had a nightmare in the middle of the night that I was at this apartment with Kim and Mom, and I'm on the outs with them but I'm trying. Like I've been gone a…Continue Reading... -
05.10.2023
May 10, 2023
I laid down at lunch, and could not pull myself up until it was time to clock out. Thank God I had the numbers and account involvement to support myself for the day. Or I'd just be working late. I had a headache today and I just wasn't feeling really peppy. Even the dog seems…Continue Reading...
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