Recent Entries

• 11:11

  November 22, 2024

  Dear Jesus, Tomorrow I leave for my fitting for my first leading role in a film. IM SO EXCITED!!! I packed everything in the entire world. Seven bags for 4 days…I just didn’t want to forget anything behind. I feel like my stomach is in my throat. I didn’t even study my lines yet really.…

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• Resting

  November 21, 2024

  Dear Jesus, I just spoke to my nephew. He made me feel better. I told him about my work situation. About my car engine light coming back on. About life in general. He’s so smart. I love both my nephews so much. im SO HAPPY im not at work today!!! Like sooooooooo happy. I look…

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• Last nights prayer (fell asleep before sending)

  November 19, 2024

    Dear Jesus, I wonder if you know how my day went. I wonder if you are close to some or all. I wonder if I’m significant enough to be heard. I wonder if you knew my life was going to be this way. I wonder if you knew I’d use this app to write…

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• Up way too early

  November 18, 2024

  Dear Jesus, I only got 6 hours of sleep because Miss Shirley came in making all the noise in the world after I sent her a text the night before saying that I need to sleep in because I didn’t get much sleep over the weekend watching Miss Smith. i got angry and cursed a…

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• Audition & church tomorrow

  November 17, 2024

  Dear Jesus, thank you for this job. I am appreciative of this job. I get to wash my clothes, take mulitple warm baths, have food to eat and a tv that has lots of watch options…like showtime, Amazon prime, and YouTube. i know this job is a blessing…thank you. Today I had my audition. I…

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• How mom is…

  November 16, 2024

  My mom showed up and said didn’t have the $15. And sorry about the misunderstanding. i gave her my Christmas gift early. She said you want to keep it until Christmas after she opened the present. that hurt. I guess she didn’t like it or…I don’t know

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• Callback

  November 16, 2024

  So mom is definitely getting on my nerves. She said she was going to give me $40 but I’m grateful for the $15 she decided to give me instead(to help me with my career)….but whatever. I’m just happy I’m getting something. When I was in college, she never sent me a dime. I was stealing…

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• Am I the problem?

  November 16, 2024

  Dear Jesus, ever since I shared with Miss Shirley what kind of house I want to live in…she’s disliked me ever since. She used all of my sugar scrub; there was barely any left. She had a passive aggressive attitude when I saw her. When Tutu, her dog ran up to me and wanted to…

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• Rest instead of Stress

  November 15, 2024

  Dear Jesus, as you know, I took off work today…well the second half. I was able to tell: Nava(who did not give any eye contact when speaking to me and acted as though I annoyed her), Gray (when she was sitting next to our principal- I did this for protection), Miss G (the sub for…

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