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Surrounded by many but still alone

December 18, 2023
I have a huge support system and I’m so lucky for that. So why do I feel so alone? I feel this emptiness in my heart and it’s so hard to ignore. Sometimes I feel like giving up. I would never openly admit that in real life but I think about it a lot more…
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