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• actions speak louder than the words you.re not saying

  June 5, 2019

  When she said she wanted a divorce in Dec. 2018 (after I asked her, mind you--she couldn't bring it up on her own), she said she needed to figure herself out. We both realized that our ideas of marriage were different. She grew up with a mom who had been divorced 3x. I grew up…

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• heartbreaking decisions

  June 2, 2019

  Everyone says she didn't love me the way I deserved to be loved. Everyone says she didn't deserve me. That she wasn't there for me the way I needed. Maybe they're right. Maybe, even if she decides to come back, as we have said might happen (despite divorce), maybe I should move on. Maybe I…

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• almost final

  May 30, 2019

  I signed the final divorce papers, but they can’t be turned in until June 23rd. She says she feels lost, broken. I feel alone, hurt, angry. I text her occasionally. She responds. She never texts me first though. I try not to blame myself. But how can I not on some level? The pain is…

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• From ‘I do’ to ‘I don’t’

  May 26, 2019

  Together since December 2012. Married May 13, 2017. We've had problems for awhile. She won't communicate. I asked her if she wanted a divorce December 2018. She said yes. I moved out January 13, 2019, from the home we bought together in March 2018. She told me she was going to start the divorce p...

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