I'm in my early 70s living in a nursing home. This diary is about my day to day life, thoughts and feelings.

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Wednesday 10/9/24

October 9, 2024
12:21a.m. The White House Years by Henry Kissinger have been keeping me up..I've been reading about  the SALT talks . There was considerable debate on how to proceed with the talks and what to offer the Soviets. It wD kind of complicated and hard to follow. I was half asleep while reading. I'm al...
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  • Tuesday 10/8/24
    October 8, 2024
    5:23a.m. I'm above the dirt. I had some weird dreams last night. In one dream I was a Scottish Lord living in a dilapidated castle. There was a rebellion of 1748 against English rule. I was against those in support of Bonnie Prince Charles Stuart. In another dream I was a gambler playing poker. I...
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  • Monday 10/7/24
    October 7, 2024
    6:20a.m. l'm above the dirt. I had a decent night for a change. In my dreams Chocolatechip and I were getting it on hot and heavy. I had a hard on. It is nice to know I can still get it up. I even had a very nice aides. She took good care of me…
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  • Sunday 10/6/24
    October 6, 2024
    7:47a.m. I'm above the dirt and a faced with another day in Hellhole Care Center . I spent most of last night laying in urine. I think I was changed twice. I also woke up from very weird dreams. I remember one where I was in a classroom. I was trying to write a paragraph…
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  • Saturday 10/5/24
    October 5, 2024
    5:05 a.m. I'm above the dirt. I had weird dreams last night. But it hasn't that bad. Of course the care sucked. I think I was changed once. I had the call light on all night. Nobody answered until the aides got me up. They were nasty and rough. Also I had no pants so…
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  • Friday 10/4/24
    October 4, 2024
    8:07a.m. I'm above the dirt. I don't remember any weird dreams from last night. I slept fairly well . Also the aides came to change my briefs at least once. Then the aides who got me up at 5:00 this morning were nice and did a good job . They dressed me, changed my briefs…
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  • Thursday 10/3/24
    October 3, 2024
    2: 44a.m. I finished Chapter X in The White House Years by Henry Kissinger. In Chapter XI Kissinger discusses U.S. relations with its NATO allies in Europe and Canada. I read until 11:00. I finially fell to an uneasy sleep. I was very depressed over the way things have been going. The aides have ...
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  • Wednesday 10/2/24
    October 2, 2024
    7:36a.m. This place is a fucking shit show!! I had lousy care last night. I think the aides cam in once to change my briefs. So I was lying in urine and feces a half the night. Then I had weird and terrible nightmares. I was up at 4:00a.m. I peed myself and had the…
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  • Tuesday 10/1/24
    October 1, 2024
    6:56a.m. I ended up having a nice aides last night. She did a great job. She cleaned me and changed my briefs. She put cream on my sores and gave me a clean sheet. The same aide who got me up in the morning at 5:00.Again she did an excellent job. I couldn't of asked…
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  • Monday 9/30/24
    September 30, 2024
    5:01a.m.I'm mad. The aides who got me up this morning did a shitty job. Then they would not push the bedside table down. I went to the nurse's station and complained. The nurse was very nasty. She told me to go back to my room. I get tired of being treated like shit. Anyways I'm…
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