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Loop of nothingness

December 9, 2022
Dear Diary, So I'm still here. Existing. Existing in my endless loop of nothingness. The void consumes me each day, but at first, I was afraid...I was petrified. Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side. But then I spent soooo many nights thinking how you did me wrong.  And I grew ...
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