Welcome to my world.
I do not conceal myself when encountering other beings. It is rather easy for me to connect to, and make friends with a strange humanity.
Nevertheless, I never, never even attempt to tell my story as a whole. And in most time of my own life, I tend to stay alone, avoid close contacts with any acquaintance and thus keep some mysterious as a being of Dasein who always projects itself to possibilities ahead.
Certainly, I am the only witness of my being. My world (as a system of significance), though shared with others, exists only because of me.
Note that, I love humanity-rather than those engage with me ontically-in equal certainty.
Accepting full responsibility of my being, I have to document my thoughts. Whether it is vulgar, boring or profound, authentic… honesty is needed.
When I disappear. When I stop existing. When my particular world collapse. If, as I believe, the universe consists of Dasein and many other entities continue to be, I hope it would has been marked by me somehow. In other words, I would have lived in the universal human history, manifesting in theory(words) or practice(actions). Meanwhile, I demand no one to memorize me, read my complete story or really understand me. Even if so, it would be honorable as these only happen when one really contributes to something significant and thus deserve them.
Again, I write in aware of the particularity of my being as such (being-in-the-world), but not sheer individuality.
What’s more, I know death as the impossibility of all possibilities may confront me at any moment.
So no wasting of time—
Welcome to my world!