Night out with my Girls!!!

 Last night I went out…yes its rare I addmit..but they called me and since it was a big live band in town I decided to go…Had such a great night…I saw this cute guy dancing, he was looking at me all night..Jeanette said to me that he was intressted and very handsome…

But I saw a ring on his finger!! Anyway when he was going he came and gave me a hug and said good bye…I thaught to myself..-why do I meet these guys who are taken?? Hmm maybe to test me and my moral….

We went to another place later and guess who  I meet..HIM again…he asks me to talk to him at this table…so I sit down and he tells me he lives in Laholm (about 20km away) he is a fireman,,,,and has 2 kids..37 years of age!!!! and lives with his girlfriend of 20 years..but is very unhappy and does not know how to leave the relationship..so we talked about what hapened to me and he was shocked to hear I have been single in almost 2 years now….He wanted to meet me next week so he gave me his job nummber….I took it but in my heart I knew I would not call him…I wanted to ..but I have learned something…my morals are too strong..I will not be with a married guy….never again….

He said to me before I went home that he feels I will not call him…he was sad because he knew why….I thaught about him all night…it must be karma to do this to me…this is the first guy I felt such a magnet towards…he looked into my eyes like he knew me…he was funny and charming…His name is Daniel…I still have his nummber in my phone..don’t know why because I will not use it.-…why does this happen to me..???