I had a dream last night

Its been a while I haven’t written anything. All this Covid hysteria has gotten even to me… Anyways last night I dreamt that I was in my old house and I was like staying over with someone else ..I went looking around my old house (my ex lives there as you know from before) The rooms were like newly decorated and something like classy modern style really strange stuff. Than as I turned to go into my old kitchen my ex somes and stands by me…he tells me how nice I look (because I lost like 26lbs) and then he like whispers to this other person in the room ” I don’t think it will be easy to win her back”

I was like in shock, I was like thinking ok do I want you back? Was not at all on the positive side …I guess I dreamt about this because I have had like hiccups all weekend and my friend Jeanette said to me yesterday “I wonder who is thinking of you?”

My dreams are so vivid at times and mostly when he is in them its like we meet in another dimension. I can like still see it and feel how it felt.

I am over him and the whole ordeal but I guess his memories are implanted in my head forever..he was the love of my life who hurt me the most..the way I made peace with this is through forgivness…and loving myself