Break the Grip of Past Lovers

Did you ever wonder why you are stuck? Stuck in a place where you can’t seem to move foward? I have and still find myself in this taunting state.

I read an article about this and it says when we as women open our bodies to another, we open not only to power and love, but to incredible vulnerability and to whatever else is moving either inside of our partners, or between us in the relationship. Regardless of your past choices, how much healing you’ve done, and whether or not you’re in a relationship now, you almost certainly find yourself navigating a host of issues because you STILL CARRY the residual impact of perhaps many past lovers. By the end of this course, you will have gratefully and gracefully put past lovers where they belong – clearly out of you and on their own path – so that you can travel freely forward on yours. As we encounter situations of intimacy and sexuality that leave us feeling shamed for our “dependency” or emotional needs, empty, alone, or betrayed, we often gradually relinquish our underlying wisdom, our underlying needs – authentic and sacred and important needs.I really feel this may be the key. I had a dream last night, a dream about my ex. I do not recall the last time it was a dream like this. He usually comes up in my dreams as cold, angry and even mean. This time he cam to me in a winter jacket(long coat) and stood besides me like he wanted to whisper something. As I moved in closer to hear him he kissed me. Then I hear 2 voices talking quietly and say “OMG they are together again”,, I awoke and felt a strange feeling come over me, a feeling of serenity. Not because I want or think anything such even is a option but because it was a good dream for the first time ever. Then I realized maybe this was my good bye to him in a good way after 6 years. Life goes on towards new loves….