Another day in the life of…..

 Days are going by so fast.,.,.,lots of studying in school…but so exciting…these 30 classmates are so wonderful..

We are like one big family..we have so much fun together and share our experiences with each other,,,I have grown so much over just this one month…my old life seems like it was another epoc in my life, so far away from today…Today Manne is 40 years old..I wanted so much to text him and wish him well, but I know he doesn’t want any contact…I waited until midnight but couldn’t be rejected again..I know he would nt answer me ..it would hurt so much again so I never send my message….I cried because I want him to know I remembered..always will…

So many memories and no one to talk to like we used to…I miss that the most….I hope one day he will call just to ask me how I am doing…Maybe…..Next week its gym time again….its across the street from my school so it will be training 5 days a week….feels like I need this badly….for my body and brain..hihihi