Will this madness ever end?

The other day at work I saw Toney who use to work their also, and I use to have a huge crush on him. He would always talk to me and I would be all nervures. Then I kind of got use to him he would not talk to me. I decided to ignore him and sure enough he talked to me. I got use to him more and I guess I just got over him. When I saw him I was so proud of myself for being over him because I have a real problem of getting over people. I would give anything well maybe not anything to still like Toney. You see there is this other guy Marco. I have always talked to Marco and I think I had a small crush on him but then I met Toney. I started noticing Marco and then I told Bobby that I have a crush on Marco and Bobby said you know he’s married right. That was a bad day to say the least. My sister is like you should not have a crush on a married man. I’m like I know that but I can’t stop liking him. Marco is not making it essay. Asking me questions about myself saying things like as long as I got Tracy. Yesterday he asked me if I saw Alice in Wonderland and I told him no. I was suppose to see it with my best friend but she already saw it. He said he would see it with me. Then he said that he was my work best friend. I was like you are and he said your hurting my feelings. This not a good idea at all. I if only he were not married it would b perfect. I write more soon.

Later days.