I’m bored so…..

Yep that’s right I’m bored and I don’t want to do anything but I’m bored so….. I wanted to write for a couple of days because something would happen at work and I am mad or sad, but then I would get home and I would not want to write. I have been feeling like my life sucks and I have nothing going for me. I feel like a complete failure. I don’t know what career I want to do. I wanted to be a veterinary assistant but then my dog died. I realized that I would not be able to deal with people when there pets die so that’s out and I’m not really interest in anything else. I don’t plan on working at Walmart for the rest of my life. With my luck I probably will work there forever. The whole crush on Marco fiasco is just wrong. I can think of some reasons it would not work. Well 1. He is married. And has two kids 2. Why would he be interested in someone like me? He probably just is nice. I know I need to stop having a crush on him but I can’t just turn my feeling off like that. I wish I could. Why can’t I just find someone that it will work with? I look at people around and all that they have done I can’t help but feel bad. I know your not suppose to compare your life to other people but I can’t help it. I ‘m done with my little rant and I’m done feeling sorry for myself. I keep telling myself that it can’t get any worse then it already is, and I think what it that would suck.

Later days.