I’m blaming PMS

I just had a meltdown but I got an excuse. M was being flirty again and I have come to recognize his moods. As my friend Andrea and I discussed he is the freaking Kay Perry song Hot N Cold. We go threw stages one week he is flirty the next week he hardly talks. I don’t know what you will get with him. So on Monday on my break I go and talk to him for a little bit and when I have to go back to work he is still talking and I wait for him to finish talking he says well I’ll let you go I have to put in the paperwork for this car. I took that to mean that I was bothering him and that made me really mad. I spent the rest of the week telling myself that I needed to get over him and reminding myself all the annoying and bad things he has done. It’s been a week since I last saw him and I was determined to stay away from him this time. A guy M and I use to work with sent me a picture on Facebook that said Marcos pizza. I was like really bad timing I also had a dream about him. I text my friend Latora and tell her I trying to get over M and I tell her why. After she talks me off the ledge and says what he said did not mean anything and that she says that all the time I said your right it must be PMS. I give in and go see M and he said he has not seen me in a year and that I disappeared on him. I think its a good sign that he noticed that I was gone.

I swear it was the PMS I’m not crazy. Yep it was the PMS that’s my story and I’m sticking to it.

Later Days