It’s 4a…

And I’m just listening to Juice Newton on YT.. and thinking about several things, like how I will get my scrambled eggs bc Wen is here. Ry does boiled eggs and while that is all and well, it gets tedious.. so when Wen is on, we get the scrambled, sunny side, and poached etc etc… also I am thinking of the past… and what a different outlook I would have had, had I married Greg. I would never have met Bees. Y’know? I was with my wheelchair bound foster sister at the mall… he wanted me to go see him but I wasn’t going to leave Alissa there alone. 🙁 I wanted to marry him desperately but in the end, nope. I had a responsibility to Al.

But so, I met Bees later on in 1997, in college… and they say the rest is history. Bees and I go way back. She is the closest I have to a sister… my real sister lives in BC with our Dad. She is a half sister same as my half brothers from Mother. All of these half siblings are younger. I am my parents oldest child. Wendy, and Ryan and Dave are staff here but I consider them family. And Julz, we became fast friends and sisters from another mister.

I have a niece from my foster brother Andy, her name is Robin, she had a girl Bradleigh, and a year ago, Pika (her nickname) had a baby girl named Aubrey… so I am a great great aunt!!! And I have the nephew I forgone college to raise….

Such is life.

Sammy