a change

i realize this is not so long after my last update, but it appears i was wrong. my girlfriend just broke up with me. a year and some change. it was good times and i hate to see them go. but you know, i’m not mad at her like she expected. i can’t be angry at a person for not being totally happy with me. though, i wish she wouldn’t have faked it for so long. but i understand her very well. and i don’t even hate her. in fact, i still love her very much. but it’s wierd not having that connection anymore. i almost feel lost. but who knows, maybe this is for the better, yeah?