4/4/07

My eyes are stormclouds. In my heart it is always raining. is it REALLY better to have loved and lost? i just don’t know what to do with myself. i miss her. i miss us. i was driving home from work yesterday and i just started crying. it just happens. everywhere i go, so many things remind me of the good times we had. i cry. at least 3 times a week. is it so wrong to still want her?