stay sober initiative

I keep second guessing the third step, I think.

Anyway, I’ve moved away from Dennis and Brad’s place. I’m kind of glad. Additionally, my old landlord is just as clingy as ever. He seems excited to have someone he can talk to in his residence, though. He’s really super intense about having me ‘love his dog’ etc, etc. Little does the fucker know that all I’m gonna do with his dog is train the puppy.

So… I’ve been getting decent grades in college, and I haven’t really been studying much at all. I would like to change this habit because I recognize that a lot of stress at this point in my life is anticipatory stress, which I guess is a good thing to realize. I mean, realistically, everything else is okay. It’s such a good place to me – I mean, I’m so far cry from where I was when I first got into rehab, that I can hardly believe that I exist in the same reality as I did when I was there.

I’m gonna enjoy training his dog, because I’m a lot more knowledgeable about behavioral stuff now, and it’ll be interesting to see it all applied.

I’d write more, but I’m hungry and am gonna walk to the seven eleven to buy something overpriced to eat.

Ciao!

J-