Wow! a conscience, and NOT bought on EBAY!

Hehe well I think I actually have a conscience.

I can walk the walk and talk the talk,..but.. last nite when everyone was around i could hardly stand to look them in the eyes,.. but i just swallowed down the feelings of guilt and fear and played the part.

of a friend.

what a friend I make.

This morning when we woke up he gave me some sex. It was good,.. in my heart Im happy with him,.. but some times I just step back and ask my self, what am I doing?

I hate it when she calls the house. I GET SO MAD AND JELOUS. Im not understanding my illogical logical.

Is this nessacary,..maybe. Maybe not.

I tried being her friend,.. now thats done and through.

Im going to bleed her heart and lotion my face with it and make him lick it off.