Some days
There are days
when I ask why
There are days,
when I want to let go and cry
and there are times
when I want to go back
and return to the bronx, my old brick shack
and then there are moments
that I just want to last forever
but of course
they leave, and return to me never
and oh how I wish
and oh how I try
and oh sometimes
I just want to give up and die
Then there are times,
when things seem to be going my way
only to find out they arent, the very next day
Though far and few are the days inbetween
When im truly enraged and want to scream
But then there seems never ending times
of me feeling like im loosing my mind
true happiness lost
my sanity it cost
left with nothing, but a broken
tarnished subway token,
a ride to no where,
last stop in my heart
want to go for a ride? It’ll tear you apart
But oh how I long for those sun filled days,
Oh, I still remember them,.. somedays.
touching but I dont understand why you dont go home if you want to? -H.
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Very nicely written. glad u can relate to me about my dad. Its just pissing me off and I am kind of hiding out at school. Its well not that easy if u dont have your own place.. I tried leaving and such and I tried running away once too..well thought about it more then anything and dad just yells at me which he does so well and uses reverse psychology so i basically had no choice but to stay and
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hide in my room. I’ve thought about joinin the military too with all the military guys i’ve dated & all the experience i have had dealing wtih them Boot camp would be just too easy. I thought about joining the military & coming home but once a year just because I was just so sick & tired of everything. Dads been un-employed for over a year now & just wont do crap. And mom and I cant do it alone!
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