Being human I feel these things

Emotions.

Love potions.

My hearts’ roller coastin’.

I hate feeling this way. It was soo nice just being busy all the time with my art work and having things to do. Now, Im on hold with my art work and I have a little free time.

I let my guard down.

I let my emotions flow,..

the passion began to grow.

Oh why oh why didnt I put my feelings in check!

Now look at me. Im a cyber mess. Sitting here on line hoping he gets on and msg me. This is sad. I have laundry to do, too! shoot. Might not get done till next week!lol

Im afraid to “make th next step”.

Now for me that means defining what we have. Now I guess guys would say all girls are like that, blah blah.

Honestly.