I hate being in love

I wish to scribble my feelings for you on the unwanted walls of a trashy building…Why, you may ask? Why not, I can keep scribbling the wall over and over as those symbolize my wasted efforts for you, letting my feelings sink deep down those doodles until I don’t see my susceptibility again. The process is painful if you truly are in love with the other person involved, but as Byron Pulsifer says, “Everything takes time. Everything that hurts passes with time where each person heals on their schedule”, and now I wonder why my time left me on open…