Trying…

It’s been so bloody hard.  I’ve got this big smile on my face trying to hide the tears.  It’s killing me!

I’ve planned a busy weekend so I don’t get depressed, I can’t lose it anymore.

Going out for a meal with Warwick tonight.  He’s my mate from school and scouts.  We’ve been through a lot together and I’m gonna miss him like mad when he moves to Australia with his girlfriend.  I am so glad he’s happy but I’m gonna miss having him around. 

Saturday night it’s girls night in at mine.  Looking forward to it, but I’m just gutted there won’t be as many as usual.  Still, it will be a good night.

Sunday it’s pub night – Jenny’s joining me too. 

Should be a good weekend, just not allowing myself to feel down.