Tons better

Just finished girls night. Feel fab!  😀

Mum’s lent me £200 and bought me a shed load of fags so I’m sorted money wise for the rest of the month now.  That’s a massive weight off my shoulders.

Mum seems so much more sorted now too.  Which really helps.  She’s decided to continue living with my Dad, as housemates, almost.  She’s a lot happier, which I think has a lot to do with coming out with me a couple of times and catching up with friends she’s sort of dropped since being with Dad.  About bloody time!  I’m really pleased.

Girls night was a massive success.  Me, Mum, Joe, Julie, Cheryl, Gilly and Sammy at mine.  Made a feast of mexican food and it was all gorgeous, which is rare that I think that about my own food!  I don’t care if I’m boasting.  I’m a good cook, and I really enjoy cooking for other people, so it was nice to see everyone enjoying it. 

Lots of drinks later and lots of laughs, it’s really cheered me up.  Think it was just what the doctor ordered.

Plus, due to Mum being a counsellor, she’s given me a few tips how to stop my nightmares.  I think they may just stop now anyway, because I’m sorted.  Or at least the major parts are getting better, which is what I needed. 

So I’m off to bed now, for a decent nights sleep!  Happy for a change.   Just needed to write a quick entry to explain why, rather than being so bloody depressed!!  

AND it’s not the manic side of my personality.  I’m just content.  And that’s all I want!!