Maybe it will help…

Well so much has happened in just over a year…

I met a guy, fell in love and it all went spectacularly wrong! We broke up on New Years Day. And apparently, he’s still not over me. The texts, stalking and comments from my friends say he’s still hooked.  What an idiot!

I need to learn not to get in so deep with guys. Seriously what an idiot!

I don’t feel the need to talk about him, except he plastered ll over facebook about his latest conquest – obviously an attempt to get me jealous. Couldn’t care less. He’s posted all sorts about my past sex life, which I’m not bothered about.  I went through a slaggy phase, but now I’m older, I’m more grown up and know what I did was wrong, however I’m not like that any more.  I’ve grown up! 

The most recent update I’ve been told about is that he’s decided to take the hotel tickets he bought me for Christmas and use them with his new bit on the side… Looks like Mum and I need to find a new hotel.

In other news, my arthritis has been hitting me hard.  It’s got much worse and I’m struggling to cope. You would think after 18 years, I’d be used to it by now. I’m just messed up.  Could really do with  break but doesn’t appear to be happening. Work is crazy (also a massive threat of job losses, but who hasn’t!?) and it just doesn’t seem to let up.

I’m just a big mess at the moment and hoped writing in here again might do me some good. Fingers crossed!