Disgusted
I am well and truly disgusted with myself. I’ve slept with a married man. Not just a married man, but one who is expecting a child. I could forgive myself if it was just once, but it was twice. I really hate myself.
I like him so much.
How come every single time I have sex, I believe that I will not fall for the guy, that I can detach myself from it… I can’t.
Why am I so pathetic? Why can’t I control myself? What is wrong with me?
I should just say no to sex. I should know I can’t keep sex seperate from love/really liking a guy.
Why can’t I just be able to look out for myself? Why can’t I stop myself getting hurt?
I’m sick of it all.
Yeah… I can’t even imagine. Poor lady. poor baby.
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I feel sorry for the woman who will have to tell her kid why she left its father.
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Don’t be too hard on yourself, everyone makes mistakes. He should be the one taking most of the blame afterall he’s the one that’s married.
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It takes 2 to tango hugs xxx
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I agree with your other noters: it takes two to tango and everyone is allowed to make mistakes.
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We all make mistakes, there’s nothing wrong with you. x
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Yes, it’s rubbish. But you weren’t the only one there that night. He has as much part to blame in this xx
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What are you doing later 🙂
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