Today

I feel so lost today, and I’m not quite sure why. I mostly feel like I have been hit by some kind of blount object. Kalan wants me to go to Six Flags with her today, but I’m not sure I feel up to it. My head feels like someone is pounding on it with a hammer. My Ringneck woke me up this morning meowing, so I named him Gary (after the snail in spongebob squarepants). He’s really smart.

I’ve got writers block. I guess I could keep discussing the weird dreams that I’ve been having…they seem so vivid and real. I’ve had this reoccuring dream since I was five that’s kinda making me nervous. I’m in a blue car going over a bridge with a friend. Someone swerves and hits us. We go through the railing and land in Savannah River. The car is filling up fast with water, and there is no way out. I can’t bust the windows or the windshield…I can’t open the door or the windows. We keep sinking further to the bottom…the car is now full with water and I can’t breathe. Then, I wake up. It’s a really weird dream. I don’t know what started it, but like I said, it keeps reoccuring.