Not Feeling It

For some reason, I am very depressed tonight.  I feel like a failure.  I had to withdraw from Geomorphology because I was doing so poorly.  I made the lowest grade on the midterm, and I could have done much better.  I didn’t study like I should have.  The motivation isn’t there right now and I’m not sure why.  There were previous classmates of mine who have been known to cheat, and they did so much better than I did.  In a way, that made me feel worse.  I started to question myself.  Am I dumb?  Why don’t I grasp things like others do?  Did they even grasp the concepts or did they cheat?  I’m not entirely sure. =(

So, I will take another class next Spring and hope for the best.  I just want to graduate.  I’m so ready for it.  <3